I Surrender

I've been overcome by the words...  I SURRENDER.  Two words, they have changed my life forever. After fighting with God over whether or not I would submit to His plan. I finally surrendered. I surrendered 11 days ago. 11 days ago following His food plan for me. Not mine. You see, I have tried diets. 33+ diets to be exact. I have tried my plan, my idea, my way and it has left me empty.  Broken. Bound.  Unfulfilled.  Addicted. Unsatisfied.

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I didn't want to surrender. I actually cried every time I thought about never eating Sugar again. I cried whenever I thought I could never eat a resees cup again. I shed tears over my addiction. I didn't want to surrender. 

But I did. After much prayer and prodding from my sweet Savior. I understood this is something I MUST do. I must surrender in order to have the life I desire. A life free from all the feelings I listed above. 

I must surrender. 

I did. 

I felt Relief. Strength. Power. Contentment. Peace.