Lord, this is a very sad day - words are hard to express the deep grief that is felt when someone tells you that your children have died.
We had a transfer on November 1 (our five year anniversary!) Anyway, we waited a week and had a pregnancy test and it came back positive... Our first one ever!!!
We went back to Tulsa (2 days later) had another pregnancy test and it came back positive.
We had to wait a full week for the final test and it came back negative.
So, on Friday, November 21 we found out that we lost both babies that they transferred into my womb. We never knew how hard it is to lose someone(s) you have never met.
Jeremiah's been great to let me talk and cry... We don't really know what to do... we are just asking God to help us and I am praying that not matter what the Lord chooses, that I will trust Him and that Jeremiah will trust Him. I can't help but remember the many years that I prayed for Jeremiah and I wouldn't change the way that God moved for anything! I know He has a prefect plan - sometimes it is just hard to understand.
We are going back to the doctor Thursday, December 4. Dr. Blackwell wanted to talk to us about more options/suggestions and to look at our "case" a little closer. Please continue to help us Lord. We love you deeply and know you alone are the only thing that we need.
Thank you for your faithfulness!
